Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 07:13:20 GMT

I remember back in psychology class when ihad brucato and he would teach us about how we're in our teen years which is very important bcuz thats when we start to search for our identity.

The primary developmental task of the teen years is to form a sense of identity. Adolescents have to deal with the crisis of determining who they are.

I never really agreed nor understood the depth of it until now

& i agree with him,

these years suck

of course

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 08:11:59 GMT

mistakes out-weighting 'achievements'

mhm

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 04:08:23 GMT

I dont get it??
My bestfriends bf disrespected me, her, her family, our friends and i explode so i tell him off trying to defend not only me but HER and everyone he disrespected and now im the terrible friend??

the guy that hit her, treats her bad, talks bad about her, her family her friends and is selfish is the most amazing guy ever to her???

how does this work is what i want to kno becuase at the end this always ends up being the same outcome.

this is why i give up

Mon, 15 Dec 2008 01:59:38 GMT

got fired for the first time. suckked. but atleast i was working 2 jobs and had something to fall back on. although im hating little ceasers.

i finally fucking got my car after all. for very cheap. i got myself a toyota camry.

&& im dating some guy from my job and its going pretty good. not like most guys i usually date, which is a good thing lol

update

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 13:46:47 GMT

I've been so busy lately with this new job. I like it but the hours are killing me. I hate waking up at 6 am!

I havnt been able to start miami dade cuz my ass keeps procastinating, so yesterday I went to get info on being able to start in january. So hopefully I get to startalready an get this school shit over with.

Besides all that jibberish me and natalie squashed shit an everything is fine an back to normal :] aswell as with ariana. She realized that chris was the one who fucking fooled both of us by being two-faced.

But yea .. I gotta get back to work now :[

double celebration

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 15:50:30 GMT

Yesterday was my 18th Birthday Plusssss Elisias Wedding.

it was insane... we stayed at the ale house for 5 hours drinkning wiskey sours one after the other since it was a 1 $ special lol & we meet an old school porn star.

very weird day

RIP princess

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 01:16:44 GMT

mann, princess got ranned over tonight infront of my own eyes and when i ran to go get her cuz i knew she was still alive, a fucking asshole who was speeding ranned her over a second time on her head.. it was such a fucking horrible thing to see.
when my brother gets out of jail an hears about it, hes gunna die

first big accident.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:56:50 GMT

i was on Krome avenue with Carlos, Brandon, Jatalie and Carlos#2
and some stupid moron who was fucking speeding tried to pass us on Krome at the SAME time we were turning and BOOM. we fucking flew and spinned all over the place.

i was in the passenger seat an luckily nothing happend to me cuz i had my seat belt on. but poor Carlos man.. he was driving an had no seat belt. he fucking smashed his head against something an opened a gash on his forehead an started bleeding, he needed to get stiches.. The wholleee nightttt he was throwing up an all over the place.

an in the back.. Brandons big tall ass hit the back window an smashed it open into pieces.

Buttttt at the end of the day the cops comclusion was that it was the other drivers fault soo he has to pay for eveything an blah blah blah,

Carlos car is fucked up, not even drivable. the wheel is all inward an shit..

man that shit was fucking scary, it all happend to fast to even recognize what was going on.

i dont evveeerrr wanna go to krome again

you'd think shit gets better but rlly it hasnt.

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 04:42:02 GMT

i lost my job. cuz i got into a huge argument with the stupid new manager at china inn. so i bitched her out n quit while i was at work. i kno it was a stupid thing to do but it is seriously hard for me to kiss someones ass when i dont like them. that bitch feels a little to special being a manager.

so now ive been job hunting like Everrryydayy. hopefully i get a job soon. Verryy sooon.. i got alota shit to pay :[

Tony hasnt had the balls to call me ever since i left michigan... fucking Ha-larioussss.

i finally got my lazyy ass up an signed up for miami-dade and im in, all i gotta do is the CPT an finish my financial aid application an everything is set.

great, finish highschool but then another 4-6 years in college now

yeaaarighhhttt

fucking asshole

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:18:37 GMT

what the fuck is wrong with men?

i was dating a nasty self centered asshole

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 21:40:07 GMT

this summer has been shit

im in michigan right now an everything is going down hill.

i was going to stay 2 weeks but im gunna stay for 1 now, me n tony decided to jus b friends which in other words means goodbye cuz i kno that wont workout either.

but good news is ...is if i leave the hotel a week early i get money back an i can do other shit

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 18:40:41 GMT

Finalllyyy we graduated!
It happend so fast yet so slow, I've been waiting forever to get it over with.

Graduation went good .. got a little teary eyed when they played the song n secong grls speech.
Only thing that went wrong was that I totally shook mrs. Navarros hand wrong lol

It was also elisias birthday so we had a family dinner n I had to work after

After work was crazzy, saw ppl I havnt seen in forever ... an random ass ppl. But I had to sleep early for SAT which I took this morning.... supppppeeerrr hard I did so bad on that shit, I need tutouring b4 I do it again.

Annnnd I leave monday to michigan to see tony again :] this time for 2 weeks.

Going good so far

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 20:04:03 GMT

After graduation im going to b extremmlllyy busy, im gunna quit gayyy ass china inn an start working my ass off on a full time job so i can get money to move out an all that shit soooooo

i decided to go to michigan again lol
the week after graduation im going to go see tony for 2 weeks before i probly dont see him for a year or more and than mayb if were ready we'll rent sumthing an move in together. if not ill stay in this gay ass place.

Me n elisia.. we havnt talked for a whole moneth anddd a half since the fight i guess its official.
haha sounds like a break up lol

but whatever everythings great ive been clean for a looooooooooongggg time.. a little toooo long. but i feel better actually :]

back to Miami

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 21:03:44 GMT

Im in ohio wating for my next plane to miami :[ i wish i could have stayed longer. My plane is coming in 4 hours !!!!!!! i am soooo bored, and my lap top battery is goingto die soon.

Michigan was fun, we and Tony went to the zoo, went to some arcade place & drove go-carts, went alotta places.

school starts next week :[ but whatever .. theres only 2 Months left till Graduation ! :]]]

Wed, 19 Mar 2008 16:18:07 GMT

8 Daysss :]

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 17:31:45 GMT

Finnallyy Spring break is around the corner :]].. i opened my piggy bank and i had 1000 bucks in there! soooooo im going to be flying to Michigan to see Tony for a week, Cant wait!! even tho its going to be freezzzinngg, i gotta buy sum clothing.

I also got a new phone.. i signed up with T-mobile and got a sidekick off of Paul for cheap its the slide tho :[ i want the LX.

&& elisia ... welll.. her boyfriend is controlling her life .. so im out of itt

whatever back to class :[

: O HE CUT HIS HAIRRRR :[

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 04:07:16 GMT

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 11:49:52 GMT

i hate school, everything is about college this, college that. cant wait till june!
besides that everything is okay i guess, Me n Elisia hardly talk anymore nor hang out. Yes suprising i kno lol.
But ive gotten alott closer to Natalie and hanging out with Carlos alot more.
The week b4 Halloween we had a road trip deeep down into the keyys, we went kayaking which was really fun and we saw alotta naked ppl walking down the street we were like wtF???
thann we ended up finding out it was "Fantasy Fest".
There was free beer in every fucking corner. Naked old drunk ppl in costumes that cover 3o% of their body, it was nasty but funny lol.
we were the only young ones tho, everyone there was 30-70.
&&& We meet Ron Jeremy. :]]

summer

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 00:14:15 GMT

im extremly bored at night skool so thought i should make an update.

Life has been a little rough lately... but im trying to make the best of it.
ive been working at sum chinese restaurant by kmart for the past 5 months now. i ended up hooking Elisia up with a job there so we work together now, and so its not as boring lol.

Yes.. Im still with Tony, its been 5 months already. Everythings great except that hes moving to Michigan to live with his father. Were gunna stay friends tho, and we'll see what ever happends in the future.
&& im buying his car when he leaves. i already got the money ready :].
ive been rlly busy lately.. i have lost contact with the hole entire world!!!!!!... i had summer skool, night skool, an work .. but thankfully next week is the last week !

My bday is comming also :]]]] ... im going to rapids with tony n sum friends. n also to the beach .. i need a tan lol.

but yea thats it for my update,

skipping

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 12:01:11 GMT

itsd been awhile since ive been on lj..
but im skipping 2nd period n im bored as fuck, lately me n elisia have been skipping atleast 1 class everyday for the past month already. but im passsing :].
not much new.. Im still looking for a job :[ ... if i dont get a job by the end of next week im jus gunnna go to KFC.

Me & Tony have been going out for the past month & a half :]. things are good, except 1 thing. which is Michelle & Gaby talking shit liek usual, Telling tony BS .. the funny part is that when i confronted Michelle about it she denys it an says she doesnt kno what im talking about. stupid pussy ass bitch. i dont think theres no one in this world that aggrivates me more then Michelle n Gaby. especially Gabys fakeness, but whatever i guess some ppl jus dont grow up.

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 02:28:01 GMT

i had lost my cell 2 days ago :[

but i got a new one an got the same number again. i got the new nokia :]].

i also quit Mc Donalds so this weekend i got to chill an go out, im going to stay jobless for a few weeks.

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 05:33:21 GMT

Guys are halarious.

& wow... rumors. where the fuck do they come up with this shit?

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 03:03:49 GMT

I finally quit china town today an got hired at Mc.Donalds, i start tomarrow. and so does my Brother :].

im gunna get fat

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 14:55:31 GMT

Chrismas sucked. i had worked but before i had hung out with Natalie & all them.
i got a new Bowl for chrismas :]

an i got ina fight with my brother. Again, yes.
so im homeless again. im gunna spnd the night at Elisias tonight cuz shes alone tonight.
whatever atleast i got alootttaa money an a cell phone this time lol

CONFESS IN 2006 I ...

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) got your first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
(x) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) mooned someone
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
(x) suffered through teenage heartbreak
(x) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love to someone else
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe

WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
(x) changed jobs
(x) waited until one day before to begin a project
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
(x) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
(x) got fired from your job
(x) took an honors/advanced class
(x) broke the dress code
( ) jacked off/fingered in class
( ) sent to the principles office for misbehavior
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) failed a class
(x) cut class
( ) kicked someone in the testes
(x) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
( ) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
(x) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) got lead in the school play
( ) were involved in something you'll never forget

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(-) ran a mile
(x) seen a live concert
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog on MySpace
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) didn't wash your hands after using bathroom
( ) visited a foreign country
(x) broke in a line of waiting people
(x) volunteered to help out others
( ) visited a new state
( ) told someone you were busy when you were'nt
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) drove the car drunk
(x) lost something important to you
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) lied about how old you were
(x) got a gift you adore
( ) got 'shit faced' on alcohol
( ) took a nude picture of yourself
(x) prank called someone
( ) saw a college football game in person
( ) had the most amazing summer of life

a time machine would b great

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 15:44:53 GMT

Soo week one = Accomplished lmao

But idk, i was kinda wanting sumthing else. & Did sumthing i shouldnt have. Well, more liek wished didnt.

Whatever this weekend, went to the indie pitt with Elisia & meet up with Alex,& Chris. it was alright, didint stay for long. but amnesty was pretty good.

and the rest of the days i had work. which i also work today for chrismas. also worked on chrismas eve which was fun tho cuz no one came in the restaurant so we wore all eating shitt

o0 i got hired at mc donalds next to red lobster !!!!!!!! but i cant quit china town till my bos comes bk :[